desiree

Not within my expectation.

Hard to convince myself to feel happy
even though i know i graduated with a second class hons.


the only consolation that i got for myself
- i got a job offer last friday.


really need to tell myself that grades & certs are not everything in life.
and that, there is so much more to it.

 
See you next year lao lao
Gonna miss you :(:(:(
Be safe and have lots of fun at the other end of the globe.
I will travel around the world looking at your peeks :)

 

 

Meeting up with the people whom i haven been seeing for a long time. The usual dinner and random conversation/chats often made me ponder about issues that we talked about. Oh well i usually think about them when i am walking back home from the train station. Perhaps the usual topics are often talked about, even for the same topics being talked about, our thoughts might differ. Simply because our environment change, and people change as well.

And at every stage of life, we are worrying for different issues. Trying not to get too worried about post graduation woes but i know we gotta face it somehow. That's just part of growing up i guess.

I dont think i ever mention about this before, but i enjoy sitting by the river, be it at clarke quay or esplanade, be it alone or with friends to just catch up. it's this kind of simplicity that makes me feel better and at ease.

Just sometimes i wonder, will it ever be possible to talk about things/issues that once caused an ache in the heart. I don't know. Maybe that's because i never try and at some point in time, i didn't see the need to. And we never ever talked about it anyway. But you see, people, myself included, being ever to fickle, deep inside wants to know, but yet have to courage to ask.

Random blabbering !